What has been the biggest challenge about pursuing volleyball as a career?
The hardest part has definitely been being away from home for the majority of the year. Every summer since my first year university I have trained with the senior national team, where we trained in Winnipeg out of the University of Manitoba. Throughout the year (September – May) we are with our professional teams abroad. As rewarding as it can be, it’s hard to miss so much that goes on at home. It is certainly a large sacrifice that every single professional athlete doesn’t take lightly.
For me personally, it’s been hard to put myself first. Three years ago one of my twin brothers passed away and it’s been next to impossible to try and find time to grieve. Tragedies are not the only thing that we as athletes have to deal with, but training is often so demanding each and everyday that our psyche and spirit are often put on hold, coming second to physical training. Trying to find a balance between volleyball-life and everything is so important, but also extremely challenging.
How secure is a career in volleyball, have you ever had a tough game and thought you might get fired, had VISA issues or faced any other odd circumstances that come with being a professional athlete?
I have weird circumstances in every season abroad. Depending on your club or the country you’re entering in to, it can be a bit difficult to obtain a VISA. You are often a “sitting duck” waiting for the VISA to be processed while receiving a lot of pressure from your club to get on a flight a day or two later. I would say that the security depends on the league and club you are going to. In the more prestigious leagues around the world, a foreigner player is there to help the team win. If anything goes wrong, the team loses a few games, your performance is not up to standard, or you get injured, there is always a large change you could get fired. It definitely just depends on your situation but I would say it’s never totally secure. Even after bad games the management or president, can decide on a whim whether or not you are getting any portion of your hard-earned salary the next month. Or the next month. Or the one after that. I left my club team in Italy two years ago because we didn’t get paid for four months and were constantly being lied to by the club. Each summer, we as professional athletes are waiting or deciding between offers (most work with an agent so negotiations can be made through them) and a lot of them have the possibility to fall through. Sometimes you don’t receive an offer until the fall, or New Year, which can cause a lot of anxiety for the athlete. And even then, you’re packing your bags for 8 months, jumping on a plane, with your fingers crossed that it’ll be a good situation and hoping someone can speak a little English. Nothing is predictable, especially in this life. Which brings us to the next question:
What is the number one advice you would give to anyone looking at pursuing a career in volleyball?
Be brave. Believe in yourself. Being a professional athlete is not easy and this lifestyle isn’t made for everyone. As many rewards that come from this career, there are also a lot of times you may question whether this is the right path. But if you want it enough – own it. You’ll probably get asked, “ya, but when will you get a real job” but if this is the career you want, go at it with everything you have. No matter who tries to talk you out of it, you need to have the unwavering belief in yourself that this is what you want to do. You’ll have opportunities to meet fantastic people from all over the world. Visit places that you never would have seen otherwise. Gain some amazing experiences that only come hand in hand with this lifestyle. Have the courage to push past fears, doubts, and uncertainty and see what this experience can bring. See how much you’ll learn about yourself and the world. Believe me… it’s a lot. And it’s worth it.
What are you future volleyball goals and where do you see yourself 4 year’s from now?
My ultimate goal for volleyball is to make the Olympics. After two quads with the national team and a lot of shoulder rehab, my sights are set on playing one more. I believed wholeheartedly that last year’s team was going to qualify for Rio. We had the talent, skills, work ethic, and opportunity but didn’t go into the qualifier as prepared as we should have been. Our WNT center is moving to Richmond, B.C. this coming summer which provides a huge opportunity for the program to press the restart button. For some returning athletes, this also means bringing what we have learned over the past 4 to 8 years in hopes of helping this program be the strongest its ever been. As for what happens after this next quad: I’m not sure what the future holds. I’m just focused on these next four years and after that it’s a mystery!
However, what I’m most excited about is getting out into the community once our center moves to Richmond. This past summer I took break from national team and had the opportunity to help coach Team BC U16 girls which was just awesome!! It really pushed me and I learned so much working with Chris Dahl. I realized I have such a passion for giving back to these aspiring athletes not just on the court but outside; as a total athlete. I really want to find some opportunities that will allow me to do that, and get out into the schools and community to share a bit about my story and experiences. I have a lot brewing in my brain and I can’t wait for our WNT to start this new chapter!